Standing In The Eyes Of The World

AXL'S - Andai Dapat Ku Undur Masa (Versi Baru)

interesting events..again and again

Tuesday: Examo second day...answered everything...checked..and sent..during RDK,corrected the objectives of the research and redo it..then went back to school for sport practice...too bad,it was raining cats and dogs...so I decided to go to karaoke with Iman singing the usual songs...along with Sabri...then my scooter started to slow down..ish...hard to accelerate when in this state...At night,my brother invited me and my siblings to dinner at Uncle Jim...here are the menus we ordered...

extra ice milo..

 some cucur udang

 a chicken chop

 daging masak merah

 jumbo fruit juice

 telur bungkus

 white rice

tom-yam

















looks yummy...but just as decorations only...


Wednesday: Examo again and the last day...I felt strange and very questioned about myself when I read one of the passages that connected to me during MUET exam...Felt a little bit scared...Tody's co-curricular activities is the grand meeting of the form 6 PBS/BSMM.Discussed about the appoints of the positions of the society.I really glad I was chosen to hold the position of ''Penolong Ketua Seksyen Kecemasan" ...after that meeting,I spoiled my own plan...looks like my plan was over...but it's okay..at least I fulfill my promise over Iman...


Thursday:I felt dizzy...That's why I don't want to come school...I don't know why...had a talk about carrier building but I did not attend the school...Afternoon,a bad day for me,while I went to Ijat's house, I accidentally fell on the road...luckily I'm alright..Scratches on the right shoulder,abdomen,arm,and foot...I did that because I crossed my hands on the handles on the corner with sand in front of my old school...Luckily Wan spotted me first..then Iman,Mus,Ijat,Adam,Enal,Sabri came to my house...to ask about my injuries...I was thankful to them because they were so caring and concerned of everything...Today,my brother's back..because next week is Chinese New Year and I received dressing tools for my injuries..and I did it myself... At night,Adam,Mus,and Iman came to my house..and talked just about ourselves...


Friday:I didn't attend the school for these injuries...I might feel ashamed because of my injuries...nothing to do at all..but I missed the Solat Jumaat..what a shame for me as a Muslim...All right,that's all I want to say...

interesting events..again

Thursday: huh...nothing to do at all...spent all the wasting time just to find ideas for the visual arts portfolio..and saw many Indians parading around the food court at the train station and then to the canopy along with the police  to ensure no violence during the ceremony..

Friday: ah...almost petrified myself...why..I don't know..but as usual..I don't want to talk about it anymore..

Saturday: I kinda lost to tell the story of the day...probably because I overslept..

Sunday: A fresh day...I went jog along with Iman,Adam,and Ijat...got there at 7:30 am and ended 8:30 am..Another jog session..and another aerobic class..and I joined them because being forced by them..At first I decline,but instead I joined the class...Lots of fun..dancing..a lot of new things I learnt..It's okay...At evening,karaoke together with Iman and Adam,singing Malay Songs and In the End...The most hilarious is I sang the Halimah Jongang song exaggeratedly...a lot of fun...I hope I can do it again.. by the way the EXAMO is coming tomorrow..

Monday (today): I came late today...(sigh)..better late than never.Had an assembly which consists of school prefects,library prefects,and hostel prefects...I was sad for not being chosen but I'm feel very happy for them.. the EXAMO started...I was able to answer all but I kinda stuck on PA 2 essay question.Took a lot of time to think..And luckily I managed to answer question on part B first..Malay Literature 2,thank god I answered it all as the question wanted... wrong facts or not relevant is the second question..so do the visual arts..recap what we had answered..about how Malaysian flag can be an inspiration of idea to make an art themed Kemerdekaan Malaysia..It's alright..Back from the school...I worried about my scooter..run out of gas..how should I want to get out??If I make another outing,and it shutted..erghhh....and I am filled with questions over my head...

interesting events....

Sunday:Ate chicken rice at afternoon because it was Alif's
birthday,Adam's cousin.Ate a lot and have a jog session with an uncle at the
evening...fun besides tiring walked at the hills and jogged with
him.Coincidentally,I saw Ruby alone when I jogged up to RPK.A few minutes
afterwards,I saw Iman's mother and his two younger sisters going
somewhere..well I don't know..


Monday:School as usual.Felt more confident because I tucked in my shirt
properly and no 'lurah' at behind.Heh,an interesting and peaceful day...but
still homeworks still coming..and wished to Zatty because her birthday on the
day



Tuesday:A perfect day for the greatest day.RDK time,I knew it already that I am
in MUET with Teacher Saniah.The best thing is my partner was the same again
from the last year,Iman.From last year and this year, we're partners again..
And following that, that day was the first time I attended to school field to
have first sports practice of Jamil,Iskandar,and Sabki sports house.Worked on
organising the attendance of all forms including upper six students.And give
demonstrations to the students to play shot put and 100 metres along with the
teachers' help.And went to Ruby's house first to eat bakso but was full then
went to Gerai Kita warung at Bendang Kering to have a tea at there along with
Mus,Wan,Ijat,Iman,Ayu,Yah,Sab, and Adam.It was Sab's birthday,I paid them all
the drinks.Total:RM 9.20.Quite reasonable,and have a banjo to eat because I'm
very famished and I can't hold on any longer...Then I have a session of
counselling between me and Mus before Adam and Iman came to my house then went
home...



Today:Ahh..what happened??!!I wore the PERTINA t-shirt.I forgot that every
Wednesday we have to wear society's uniforms...Had been punished by Ustaz
Khalili to follow his commands and the worst of all,all students who wore
uniform laughed at us..And I promised not to do the same mistake
anymore.Today,our class had received  Visual Arts questions of
Paper 3.That means it has to be a portfolio.Seems tough though some question
looks easy.Have a week starting tomorrow to think about inspiration and ideas
to be used to make the products.Felt stupid for a while for having silly signal
language to Shaadah that I myself didn't understand at all..then have annual
briefing of the PERTINA conducted by Teacher Saniah,Sir Zukei,and Cikgu
Nanchita Raja Fazura.We discussed about the committee members of the club.And I
felt sad because I wasn't chosen in any of the positions the club offered.And
know what,most of the positions held by 7A3 students..that's very great
achievement for my class..Many of us hold bigger positions not just the
President and etc. but the committee members as well..By the
way..umm..tomorrow's Thaipusam...need to finish all the homeworks given by the
teachers..Have fun tomorrow...

ALL RIGHT,PEACE NO WAR!!!NO WAR 


PEACE!!!

15/1/11

Another jog session with Iman.Started early as 7:00 am.But Zohel,Ijat,Adam joined too..And we jogged through Iskandariah palace yard until 8:30 am.I came back early.Today my classmates and I decorated 7A3 our class.I started at 10.45 am.It started by decorate the class with new pink table covers replacing rhe previous decorations.And I was asked to paint the empty room that then was filled with old newspapers,desks and cockroaches even lizards.Eww,too dirty..then looks better when cleaned up.And after that,I was asked to repaint back that room with emulsion color.I did first then some of my friends helped me when I was away because I've been asked by my elder brother to buy him lunch and ice cubes via my hand phone.I told my class I will be back soon.Then on 3:00pm I bought them some water,in case they were very thirsty...and it was enjoyable...I went back at 4:30 pm..

Although it was tiring but full of excitement today...

Today..as always

phew..what an exciting day today.Iman and I jogged together the first time at Chandan but before that,I went to the swimming pool to swim.. I feel very excited and have a tea at Adam's cousin restaurant.Watched some movies there fir a while.Iman and I talk about ourselves about the most important in our religion,that is Islam and solat to beg His Forgiveness in Subuh,Zuhur,Asar,Maghrib and Isyak.And both of us realised that we've done such a big mistake that is not to pray to Him by solat.Both of us knew that and been educated by that way but not practically do it.It is called Munafik,one of the biggest sins in Islam besides of black magic,murtad,syirik,khurafat.
  Now I realised my weakness as well.I am easier said than done.I do not take actions after I speak those.


This year Iman and I will realised our ambitions together to achieve what we want in our life;not forgetting Allah the Almighty that always observe us and achieve success of the world and hereafter.... 

You like to think you're never wrong
You have to act like you're someone
You want someone to hurt like you
You want to share what you have been through

Taken from Linkin Park's Hybrid Theory of Points of Authority,2000.

new drawn pic...

13/1/11

Ohhh..pleasant and happy..

but still how can I express my feelings over her..I can't pretend to be childish anymore..just to draw her attention to me..I know that she has another but I feel I want to express to her without all my friends to know about my confessions..I can't think any further about what can I do to approach her to accept me as a friend...

 Is she wants me to be tidy?? 

Is she wants me to be matured and not to be a pessimist??

Is she wants me to change everything inside so that she can accept me??

    These questions always come up whenever I see her from afar.. everywhere even in class...I just can't stop looking her face..so white and beautiful..when I see her face,I feel very calm and peaceful but I..I'm afraid to tell her that I like her very much...even though she had another one..but I still want to express my feelings over her..

12/1/11

hmm...had a annual committee of sports house.I am in Iskandar sports house,yellow house.
I got chosen to hold the position of Chairman along with my friend Irzat Adam as my Vice Chairman...
Need to have a lot of responsibility;taking care of members' welfare,and etc..First it terrified me but then I try to calm myself to take that responsibility...Besides I  need to take this opportunity to show to the others of my leadership...it maybe hard but I'll cope up eventually...I am also committee members of English Debate.These positions were very challenging for me..it's hard in the beginning..but with my experience that I had in previous school as Chairman of English Society,I think I can make my leadership to this school not just the sports house,but the whole school as well..

Today..

ah..a great day..I came early...and sat too long for assembly..today's assembly talks about the introduction of new teachers in school administration..seems like the principal takes this seriously..they want all the Cliffordians to have Clifford di Hatiku spirit..That means wherever we go,we must show that we are the true Cliffordians,whether society activities,trips,seminars and whatever necessary..to show that the strong bonds of the Cliffordians between all the teachers and students.. and heard some of the school uniform explanations..I need to wear the full society uniform every Wednesday and need to find a black Baju Melayu to be wear in Friday..and need to complete it within one month..not quite lot of assignments..just easy tasks to do..and today I got my license card..tomorrow I don't need to trouble my grandpa to send me to school in the morning..It's getting easier...And I love it.

BRING IT ON!!!
   HERE GOES NOTHING!!!

First week of the school..

many old friends came back and new juniors arrived...

not bad..my class is the highest the 4th floor..away from c6 students...all the cacophonies...and my class got the best class,the end of the floor and near to the stairs and toilets..easier for me to get out from class without being harassed...I made up my mind to change my resolutions for this year..

My targets are:

STPM: Achieve all principal grades..the best A
  I'll do it all out and not gonna turn back anymore..THIS IS IT!!To show the real who you are..

MUET:Band 5 and 6
  I think that I can do better over time..and improve myself better than others..I do really want to go to a university to take TESL.Not many men dare to do this.I dare myself and challenge myself and others to take this challenge to teach English to our next generation.That's my ultimate ambition..

Attitude:Need a lot of change physically and mentally
  I need to push myself forward to get ideal weight for my height..I don't want to be like this anymore...
  I MUST put aside entertainment to focus on the exam..and also in class lessons..
  I MUST leave all those silly things..and chase the others
  I MUST restructure my relationship with my parents,family,friends,and ALLAH especially..
  I MUST put aside negative thinkings to go forward
  I MUST be ACTIVE whether in school or outdoors.
  I MUST NOT repeat the same mistakes that I'd done all over again
  I MUST finished 3 times of 4 Malay Literature Text Books by the month of JULY
  I DO NOT WANT to be left behind,I MUST rise and continue what do I wished for..
  I MUST PUT AWAY my feelings over men..
  I NEED to socialise with people a lot more...
  I DO NOT WANT MYSELF TO BE ASHAMED BY PEOPLE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
  I MUST BE BRAVE,Not to be scared or feel touched when someone scold me..and take that as a lesson     not to do silly mistakes all over again..
  I MUST listen to other opinions as well,who knows their opinion can be better than ourself..
And I MUST MAKE MYSELF to be the no.1 CLIFFORDIAN students in academic,habits,and the school image..

And THIS I SHALL PROMISE MYSELF AND I HAVE MADE MY OATH..AND I'M NOT GONNA BREAK THE PROMISE THAT I MADE TODAY AND AFTERWARDS!!!!......

State Anthem of Perak Darul Ridzuan

first day of school...2011

ah..what a fun day...meet old friends and new juniors as well..and everything change visions and missions and new curricular systems..teachers move in and out..got informed sports day will be held in july..what??!!! why so late???..the vision this year is Menjadikan Clifford nombor 1 dari segi Akedemik,Sahsiah,Kurikulum pada 2015..Clifford's PMR results increased greatly...a wonderful achievement...at class as usual just like then...
had a lot of fun...gotta ready for tomorrow..